I don't wanna live with my dad anymore, I can't stop being bitter, he makes me too upset

my father is verbally abusive, I try to forgive him and not be as bitter but its very hard not to, he degrades me, he spites me, he makes me angry, I dont have the patience like the Lord does. My dad needs help but be won't change, he thinks he's the victim, he's terrible. I wanna learn to forgive him but its so hard. I don't wanna live with him anymore.