Feeling very emotional right now...

Currently lying on my bed and writing this post to release my emotional tension.

I was fine till evening but then I realised how much time I have wasted this year. My friends are getting ahead of me in academics not because I am a weak student but because I just became too lenient.

While they were grinding daily, I was just being too confident and now I am getting the results of my actions.

Plus this feeling of homesickness man. It's eating me alive. All I crave right now is the comfort of my home. A place where I don't have to constantly compare myself to others and I can live peacefully with my family. But I have to wait till Friday to go home.

I had an unexpected emotional breakdown and I just wanted to vent it out.

This too shall pass.