Exhausted

Can you imagine.

January 2025 you found out your mom has pancreatic cancer

March 2025 you found out you have autism

July 2025 the only person who made you feel mutually safe and understood dies by suicide

November 2025 your best friend of 3 years tell you how to commit suicide when you open up you struggling with the grief

December 2025 youre therapist calls your grief obsessed, all-encompassed, need to contain it after just you fully processed the bond

January 2026 your other best friend of 3 years whose been with you through everything tells you he cannot relate to your grief because hes "not on the same wavelength.. im lighter now"