Has anyone been “violated” during a session????

I’m like 2 days in and sort of just winging it with hemi sync audio, felt like I achieved the vibrating state, which was crazy in itself (like slept a full 8 hours in the same position which has truly never happened before) but for the life of me cannot remember my experiences… but all I can remember is my last 5 seconds before waking up, and me feeling I was violated like a tongue going through my entire body, and me remembering myself saying “this was the most violating disgusting non-human thing I’ve ever experienced” the reason why it was so strange is because rarely do I talk in my dreams, and those words are so peculiar for me to say, like I started listening to a Robert Monroe podcast a day later and he used the word non-human or something similar so that made me think wow was that potentially real, not a dream??? Because I’ve never used that word or heard of that word really so it initially was strange that I said that phrase in my “dream”… until ofc I hear Monroe use that similar term days later, prompting me to remember that dream… did I just get interdimesionally SA’ed…. lol joking but also not really, I have no idea what I’m dealing with now, world views crumbling asap. Maybe I should start reading the introduction pages on this subreddit. Thanks :)

**PS initially avoided reading too much on it all because I didn’t want my brain to make up stuff in my head based on what I’m reading, if that makes sense? Wanted pure experience that didn’t have any influence based on what I was reading you know?