2months post op

Started weight 291lbs

Surgery day 277lbs

Current 255.4lbs

Hi! I had my surgery december 17th and lostt 22-23lbs lost since. My dr tells me im ahead of the expected weight loss and that im doing great but Insee people on the internet and they lost 40-50-60lbs in a few weeks! It gets in my head . Ive started eating regularly again and beside junk food can eat everything in moderation (candies) I dont have them everyday and cannot have a large amount but Im struggling in between moving on and changing my habits and falling into my old patterns.

I know for a fact that it might be too early for me toneat candies since its my sweet treat, can be bad for me and make my weightloss slower but is anyone struggling between the two versions of your self?

A part of me wants to let the sleeve work for me since i cannot eat as much

Another part wants to lock in. Im so tired of battling the version that is comfortable and the version im trying to be. Any advice for that? I find myself sad and preoccupied a lot lately. Help

Advice regarding all of it the slowest weight loss, the battling of the mind

My sweet tooth