Using ejaculation to my advantage

Am i the only one who has been able to use ejaculation/masturbation to my advantage? After some reflection I have realized that as i have had continuous symptoms over the past 2 years, the only times i have been able to feel close to normal is through ejaculation itself. for example, what used to work as a “cure” for me was to drink a ghost energy drink and masturbate & my symptoms would be almost completely alleviated, however this stopped working over a year ago. more recently what has helped me was having a bunch if sugar throughout the day & ejaculating multiple times & my symptoms would be a lot better, however this only worked like once or twice & every time i have tried it since has been a failure.

its the weirdest thing for me its like the things that negatively affect me the most seem to also work as a saving grace but at such unpredictable rates; im just trying to work to understand whatever pattern is going on in my body to see if i can continue to use ejaculation to my benefit. another example is that most of the time when i have too much sugar i will feel worse but the other day i had hella sugar like an irresponsible amount & i noticed i was feeling a lot better and alert & i was just better at doing things like playing piano & studying.

*to clarify i have ongoing symptoms like nervousness, speech issues, brain fog, heart palpitations etc. that stopped going away with abstinence but these symptoms have seemed to improve greatly after certain ejaculations, just haven’t been able to pinpoint why