There is not one system in my body that functions like it’s supposed to

My blood pressure won’t go down. Stuck with stage I hypertension. My hair keeps growing brittle and frail, my brain can’t make new memories, can’t feel emotions, can’t organize thoughts, my stomach can’t digest food completely, my GI can’t have normal bowel movements, my stomach can’t empty appropriately, my chest can’t stop hurting because of 3.5 years of constant inflammation, my lungs can’t take full breaths, I can’t not feel nauseous, my CNS can’t not retaliate after I do such simple things like practicing music, or watching a scary movie.

I’m probably missing a few. But it’s just unbelievable how I’m living in this body with a dashboard with every service light on. So f*cking sick and tired of it. There is not one single area of my life that this doesn’t effect