I just don’t know how to express….

Grew up in a family where my father was strict regarding me, mom was supportive, doesn’t mean my dad didn’t care for me, he wanted me to be good and strong.

But it was late till I understood, My friends would know a different version of me, while my relatives teachers and others know a different me.

Lately I’ve lost myself, somewhere between perfection and imperfections, maybe at end phrase of life you will know who truly you are.

Now I could not express anything I just smile at people and just pretend to exist to surround, I look at sky for hours and birds.

I always had good memory of remembering every small things I thought it was curse cause it reminded me of every good or bad, but lately I did forgot who I really was.