so fking stressed and tensed

Ive told my parents im going to a friends house in other town tomorrow morning but Im actually going to meet my long distance bf and im so so so so scared.

I just dont wanna get caught coz if i do then their trust would be gone forever and i cant afford that.

I also cant afford cancelling the plan coz he has booked flight tickets and hotel and everything😭😭😭

Also some bs has also been going on in my college and its compulsory for everyone to be there.. and i wont be there so im scared about that part as well😭