Is there any hope

As a 45 year old I haven’t heard any success stories of quitting, I’m starting to think it might be too late I’ve been at this since I was 10, being addicted for that long the damage may be too much. The amount of content I’ve watched over the years has fried my brain. Whenever I try to have sex with a woman I either get it up and can’t keep it up or I just struggle. When I’m on my journey I feel nothing and I’ll will peak to see if it still works, that seems to be my problem. When I’m not trying to date I have no motivation to quit, I’ll meet someone and I try to quit and then when I go to have sex PIED and then I got back to porn and endless cycle.