Need extremely spicy recs to help me figure out if I'm a wlw. Major bonus of they feature stone tops.

I have lots of experience with men, very little with women. I have strong attraction to women but also conflicted feelings (discomfort? hesitation?) about certain intimate acts. Trying to figure out if I'm a pillow princess or not.
So I want to read lots of spicy scenes with touch-me-nots (whether they be femme, butch or something in between) playing with femme passive/pillow princesses. I figure my enjoyment levels will help me figure out if this is what I'm into or not.
Also love the following tropes: insta-love, insta-attraction, fated mates.
Please no YA or age-gaps.