I don’t get why my club’s certain member blocked me

So I’m in student government at a community college and I’m a really social guy. I’m a treasurer my second year and first year I just saw how it worked. We had some dram last year and this year I stayed away from alot of people and only interacted for professional stuff. But this new senator who’s the only other person there of my race first drives me as follower from insta and I asked oh is everything ok cuz I care a lot about what ppl think of me. She was like yeah it’s a mistake. Second time I deactivated my account and I came back and she had blocked me and I assumed okay maybe she thought I blocked her idc. Now my clubs president randomly blocks me on instagram and I asked is your account okay and she lied she deactivated me. It’s weird to see her or talk to her knowing she hates me or something cuz why else would you randomly block me but not every other person in our club even ins who are wearied at times. Idk why it matters to me alot what other think of me and it’s repeating in my brain.