Please read this terribly long post about me who dreamt about my friends classmates

Fair warning: This is insanely a LONG ASS POST. I dont know if there are any dream experts here, but i made this post long and really tried my best to put each details incase there is an expert here lol. Enjoy and please read be patience.

I dreamt of my friends. I woke up around 7 am, masturbated cause of morning wood, ate breakfast, went to my room and slept again around 9:45 cause I was still sleepy. Then I had this weird sequences of dreams. In the first sequence, I was in a motorcycle, behind the person driving it, and it seemed like I had just finished my church choir practice, which in real life I attend at during Tuesday and Saturday. As the motorcycle was going down this short steep road, (in the same exact place as in my real life), I spot some of my classmates and friends on the left side of the road. One of this friends is not even really a friend of mine, she was for a short span of time but she turned out to be a bitch so I cut her off. She was walking alongside with another friend of mine who's definetly not a bitch and is sweet and kind, and they're going to this store that doesn't even exist in real life. They were both looking at me smirking or smiling, saying "You shouldn't even be here." I was kind of conscious as they said that cause I know and remember damn well theres posts or comments on reddit saying they had a dream that the person there said the same thing as well. Time has seemed to slo motion as this happened by the way. And as this motorcycle i was in going down, another friend hurried to chase me down, handling some coins. She was shouting something, but it was so goddamn blurry. I took the coins anyway. She's a lesbian in real life and probably is still in this dream of mine.

Then another sequence, like I completely transported into another one. I was at school that didn't even looked like our school. Our school in real life is cheap and small as fuck despite being a private catholic school. By the way the skies were quite gloomy not dark but somewhat nostalgic gray, it had seem that it just stopped raining really hard. It felt like i was in a movie. Anyway so I was in this "school" of ours and I guess I was at the canteen. It really wasn't our school cause in this canteen in my dream there were so many different stalls and stores to choice. But most of them were already dark or had closed already. Another weird thing, stalls that had probably finished their shift, their store looked..dark. Like, black. But there was these 2 stores that were still open. I still had a few money so I guess I was looking forward to eat. I walked my way to the first store, and they served homemade food. The store was gloomy and gray as well, like how it is outside the school and inside. I didnt now the name but it looked fancy. Like served fancy, there's only one man serving, he was fixing something in the plate, he was around his 50s, even had an apron and chef hat, and didn't even batted an eye to me. But the food didnt seem to excite me, or that it looked too expensive for the money I had, so I walked away and towards to the next smaller store. This store is definetly a branch of something, like how theres branches of KFC here and there. The menu was so blurry, they serve lunch meals, fries, burgers all that. It was like a fast food chain. But the stalls in that store was empty. I mean there was rice, and fries, but the rest was empty. Then there's this man, looked at me waiting for me to order but then came these group of older students, about to order. I stepped back, and they kept pointing stuff at the stalls that were empty but there were price tags, they were pointing that "oh this is good" blah blah so I just left. I had gone upstairs to our classroom. And our classroom was the same..there were a bit difference, but it's definetly too similar to our real classroom in real life. As i entered our classroom, i shouted them to now get their stuff and leave cause i was the one to lock it like i do in real life after school. In real life I had the key to our room and I was the one assigned to keep on track and lock it after school. There's a christmas tree, and little decorations, so I guess it's christmas season in my dream, and my classmates were the same person as they are. The room was messy, there was one classmate of ours only wearing his boxers, no idea why but he dressess up anyways, chairs not fixed accordingly, some trash here and there. This one classmate of mine we were talking, she was sitting and I was talking to her about something, about her handwriting. Then this guy classmate of ours, was going to walk pass by me along with our other friends, we looked awkwardly at each other for a really short second before I gave some space for him to go and others. This guy classmate and me, i had a crush on him, i think i still do. I dont know if he knows but we get playfully teased at cause some of my classmates found out about it. Anyway we left and I locked the room. The next thing I know we were outside, same exact road we walk to home everyday, but then i left my bag I remember. I shouted that, laughing. Would these friends of mine go back with me to our room so I can pick up my bag? No, i know they wont. I dont think they will. But then another classmate shouted, she left hers as well. Would my friends go back to our classroom in the third fricking floor so she can get her bag? They would. They really would. We both sprinted back to our school, laughing. Time has slo mo again, as i looked behind and our other friends was running behind us as well, laughing really loud, smiling, happy. The sky was still gray, it felt like Ribs by Lorde and I dont know there wasn't much of color, just black and white. I dont know how to describe what I felt. Sad. Content. Sad. Not happy. Nostalgic. Sad. I really don't, lol. Then I woke up, its 10 am. Which meant I slept really short. I dont know how to really describe it concisely into words, but this whole sequence felt so much...hurtful and different. The first one was blank. I didn't really feel anything. But this one was sad. I felt something I can't understand. Like a feeling of longing i guess.