First time buying snow with my own money

Hey guys, going on to report my first and very sad experience buying with my own money. it happened a few hours ago I bought 1g first and soon wanted to use more so I went and bought more 6g, all this alone at home. before that I had only used it about 5 times, but I never bought it alone was just my friends' drug, I already used 4g and I have more 3g, honestly I have no desire to throw away, unfortunately I have to admit that I am loving the feeling, but I am feeling the reason why people sink into this substance, I intend never use it again, I am a little disappointed in myself for doing this, I intend to use the rest while smoking marijuana and then never use it again, do I have a chance of not getting definitively addicted? any tips to restrict the temptation to use it again