Marriage is challenged. I love my husband and the future I'd like to give our family someday, but guilt is everywhere

Sa mga lawyers na ngayon pero married, full time mom and employee during LS days, paano nyo kinaya yung guilt? I'm a 1L and sobrang konti na ng time ko sa family ko. Pero ayokong iwanan yung law school. I don't plan on quitting. Hehe pero ayun lang. My husband is an understanding man. Our marriage is not perfect. Pero grabe lang yung guilt ko pag need ko mag isa sa room and mag aral habang sila ng anak ko, nagbabonding sa labas para di ako ma istorbo. Haaaay. Ang layo ko pa sa finish line. Wala lang, napashare lang hehe laban!