Seizures

I hate that I have epilepsy it causes me to screw things up at work. I put the wrong salt into our water filter this morning I didnt notice til after I got done. Mistake after Mistake. I told my manger that I screwed up he said thank you for telling me but I do have to write you up. I felt really bad that I want to S myself, because I feel like a screw up my anxiety and depression went through the roof this morning. I started to cry in front of the manger I said please don't fire me for screwing this up. He said we will have to talk to the store manager and go from there. Again I hate that I get very emotional it's not my fault I get like this and those things happen.