End of a persona

One thing to tell you…

I am not as I appear.

I have seriously high morals and values.

I’m extremely deep… and

I hate the world we live in.

I don’t get joy out of things that most would…

Attention, money, clout, success…

And furthermore, I am not as I appear to be.

I hate life because of the way the world is.

You seem to enjoy some things in the world…

Whereas; all I would enjoy is love.

I want Bonnie and Clyde type stuff.

Never leave, have each others backs, til death no matter who comes against us.

I am very different. I’m not looking for a boyfriend…

I’m looking for a partner.

One who will lock in on us and never flake.

I mean a real for life partner.

Because money, cars, etc… none of that matters without love. Real love.

And really, I just want to lock in.

Go ghost on the rest of society…

Focus on each other and God.

Building a family.

So, I probably am not your type…

Yeah I’d be an amazing love of someone’s life…

I was made to be a wife…

But unless you had locked in this is the one energy…

I wouldn’t be what you wanted… trust me.

I just was hopeful thinking because I needed something to believe in, to keep me going in this life.

Nothing else matters to me.

I could be the most beautiful woman. The most successful. The most everything.

It wouldn’t matter.

I just wanted real.