Am I falling again??

I love how you never give up. I love it more than I probably say out loud. So much. You would do anything for me, and you always put yourself last. It drives me a little crazy that you won’t let me put you first sometimes… but it also melts me. You just want me happy. Like a princess. Your princess 👑 I shouldn’t brag 😊

You’re the most selfless man I know. And somehow, at the same time, you’re the most competitive. Everything with you is all or nothing. You don’t half love. You don’t half try. You don’t half show up.

Last night I changed your contact picture in my phone. The one of you sitting at my kitchen table. You look so professional and mature… handsome in that quiet and effortless way. It was then that I realized that we’re not kids anymore. This is real, adult love…That radiating warmth in my chest. I feel complete. New to me, I’m meeting your softer side. There’s something so sweet in your face in that photo. Now every time your name pops up on my screen, my stomach drops a little.

Today I was looking into your eyes and noticed the colors changed again. That deep brown that shifts into hazel, with little hints of green depending on the light. I don’t know if I’ve ever seen eyes that warm. They’re kind. Inviting. They feel like my forever home. Even the gray starting to sparkle through your jet black hair makes me smile. Little gray sparkles in your jet black facial hair… dear God. Help me.

I couldn’t kiss you enough before you left. And now I’m just waiting for the morning… when you crawl into bed and wrap your arms around me the way you’ve been. The way you pull me in close, like I’m the only person in the world that matters. I don’t know how you do it so effortlessly, but you make me feel safe every single time.

I didn’t think I could fall harder after all these years. After everything. But somehow I have. Somehow, you’ve done it again. Just by being you. Loyal. Fierce. Protective. Loud. Funny. Competitive in the most ridiculous ways. It’s all because of you.

I could keep going.

You win. 🏳️❤️🫠