I have a crush on someone who doesn't know me

As a very shy girl, I've never had luck with romance or even making male friends, and i had an experience of confessing to an old crush online (it took me years of gathering my courage ) but eventually it didn't end well because he wasn't respectful and he defended himself by saying.(if i was really respecting myself i wouldn't talk to him) , but now i wonder what should I do, i have another crush, he lives near me but he doesn't know me, should I make the first move again(and what exactly do I do)or do I just give up and accept that this is inappropriate for a girl in our country.