I hate my job

I hate my job. I can't just leave my job I'm stuck. I got a stupid ass fucking ticket today..I've gained weight. I'm just so over sht I'm over the military. I'm tired of doctors, I'm tired of paperwork. I'm tired of getting tickets, LORs LOCs..I'm tired of piano playing I'm.tired of my boyfriends singing. I'm tired of the long drives home. I'm tired of being broke. I'm tired of being behind. I'm tired of being a black woman. I'm tired of the racism. I'm tired of the sexualization. I'm tired of having no girlfriends. I'm tired of PT tests. I'm tired of Fast food price hikes. I'm tired of Inflation. I'm tired of maintaining my stupid fucking car. I'm tired of having a car. I'm tired of not being able to just walk down the block and be where I need to be. I'm tired of crowded ass gyms. I'm tired of smelly hot asz smelling gyms. I'm tired of cooking. I'm tired of high grocery prices. I'm tired of high salon prices. I'm tired of not being able to go anywhere because everything is so fucking expensive. I'm tired of this useless fucking piece of sht world that doesn't make any fuking sense. I'm just tired.

I don't drink today. IWNDWYT.