I’m aware this is unbelievable 

I was targeted and stalked online for years by someone who I now realize was a sadistic psychopath, who seemed to be targeting me the entire time.

His name is Markus Kytöharju from Finland, his usernames are Kovamake and Xaxamake.

When he first targeted me in 2017, I was already in an abusive relationship. He encouraged me to leave, even offering to pay for my ticket to London.

That same year, I witnessed an extremely traumatic event that basically broke my brain, I ended up with CPTSD and dissociated almost constantly (depersonalization/derealization), which made me even more vulnerable to the point before being diagnosed with DPDP and CPTSD, people thought I was autistic.

He had mentioned being friends with a lot of dangerous people, I thought he was just being edgy. He had mentioned that he’s on the dark web and there are “sub boards in every city”.

He was aware I lacked a good support system. He spent years grooming me, pretending to be kind and caring, it was all manipulation.

At one point, a friend of his (a “pawn”) sent me spyware on behalf of him. It seems he has shared my personal information and encouraged other dangerous men with dark triad traits to try to harm me in real life.

Multiple people somehow know personal things about me, including repeating things I said online back to me as if they were literal (they think I’m autistic, they’ve taken every single thing I’ve said literally.) They seem to be trying to lure me into unsafe situations. For example, a clearly sociopathic man tried to set me up with his “rich friend”, when I politely declined, he said he wants to rape women with broken bottles and called me a dehumanising slur. It happened so much that I had to move out of the city.

He isolated me and used literally every trauma I’ve ever had against me. He humiliated me.

He made me live in constant fear.

Made me physically sick, didn’t stop even after knowing I was visibly sick, that I had attempted to take my own life and that my dad has leukemia.

Sick predator.

Kovamake aka xaxamake