TW: loss

Well. I don’t even know what to say. I’ve had spotting the past couple of days. Doctor had me go in today for a blood hcg test. I’m 4 weeks 6 days and hcg was only 82. I know it matters more if it gets higher on the second one but I know that is definitely not high enough and like I said I’ve been spotting. I genuinely don’t know what to do with myself right now. I already stupidly told all of my immediate family and booked a maternity shoot for later. This was my first pregnancy. I don’t know if I can try again after this.