27 [F4M] - craving an older man to talk to about this

I’ve always had a really strong thing for older men. I’ve actually gotten to explore it a few times, and every experience has been exciting, intense, and honestly a lot of fun.

The problem is no one in my regular life would get it. My friends would probably freak out or judge me hard if they knew about this side of me, so I keep it completely hidden. The only people who’ve ever really seen it are the men I’ve been with and even then I never actually said the words I have this kink. It just kind of happened naturally.

I’ve never really told anyone outright that this turns me on so much. So I guess I’m here because I’d like to finally be able to say it to someone who won’t judge me for it.

Sorry if I sound a little shy or awkward about it this is still new territory for me to actually talk about openly.