my dream

i’ve been playing guitar for a over a year and i’m obsessed with music but i can’t produce or create anything new. i know the whole idea of just making not making something amazing first try, but i still cant get anywhere. i don’t have a pc which doesnt help. i don’t know if i want to spend a lot of money on equipment then later giving up. all i have is my phone and my guitar setup. i had a keyboard but the cable broke and i haven’t been able to get a new one. the biggest problem is that i can’t stay on beat even though i can when im playing guitar. i might just be underprepared to make music.