Help Needed Please

Hi. I am a 30 year old woman that recently turned back to Christianity. A little about me, I was a big Christian until I turned about 18 or 19 and then I fell off due to religious trauma. In the past 10 years, I have experienced not a very good time both spiritually and physically. I of course looked into all kinds of things because I thought Christianity was full of mean people at the time. But, I never really committed to any other religion or practice officially because it did not work/did not feel right. Recently, I was going through a really hard time due to several factors and I did pray to God for help. And he answered, or at least I thought he did. I also have depression and ptsd, so I could have gotten so depressed I imagined it and I realize that. Things started to look up, then socially they went down. Now it is all possible I could have imagined it, but I felt like my direct support system started acting weird once they learned I turned back to Christianity. My direct support system is all Christian. I then started hearing a voice, the same voice every time, that would say something every time I did anything. I mean I could sweep my floors in my house and I would be accused by someone in my mind of using forbidden knowledge. This did intensify terribly bad and I almost ruined my marriage because of it. No one around me really knew what was going on, or I was afraid to tell because it sounds crazy. As someone that has pre existing mental health issues, I was not able to withstand all of this talking I was hearing while I was trying to work and live life. I have prayed about it and asked my household to pray about it. I got so sick of this today I had a mental break and by the end of the day I was packing up my bibles and cross necklace. I am so very confused as to why God and Jesus would let something like this happen to a good person that is very honest with them. Has anyone heard of anything like this happening before? If not, I have a paranoid schizophrenia screening scheduled next week.