33m #online hopeful romantic

Hi there , so I don’t exactly know what I’m doing. But I’m a dedicated father of three. I have been in multiple toxic relationships, and I feel like I’m unworthy of anything at this point. The feeling of being unappreciated and a waste of space fuel my depression daily ( I think this is why I can be clingy) I am honest to a fault and I tend to jump face first into things

My hobbies : movies ( Star Wars , marvel , Disney etc ) anime ( fmab, that time I was reincarnated as a slime are my top 2 ) video games ( I barely play with being so busy with life ) , guns ( currently going to school to my gunsmithing degree), also going for my welding certifications , swimming, and trying to learn about metal forging. Other then that I don’t believe I had enough experiences in the world

Physically: dad bod, yes I’m 260 ish but I don’t feel like I’m super unattractive tbh, full beard , working on my diet.

Like I said I do t know exactly what I’m looking for but let’s see what happens.