Is it God when you dream of the same person over and over for years?

I've been dreaming about someone from work for about 3 years! I dream about him anywhere from 1-3 times a week.This guy from work is overweight and not cute and heck no he is not my type. I thought he was almost 50 because of his gray hair, but he is the same age as me 35. There were times where I am thinking "oh, he looks cute or nice." I'm always thinking about him all the freaking time and I don't know why because he aint cute.

When I dream about this person, its always positive. I have dreams when my parents and I are at his house and a few other dreams where he is over at my and my parents house. One dream he was living with me and my parents. I had another dream where I was at his house with a ring on my finger. I also noticed that I had a few dreams where I am sleeping and he is always there watching over me while sitting next to me. I had one dream where he was a guest at my parents wedding.

I had a few dreams where he was helping me with art related stuff and giving me art supplies. I had a dream last week where I was laying down in bedroom across from my bedroom. The guy from work asked for my parents permission to be alone in the room just to talk and my parents agreed. He grabbed chair and sat across from me. He told me that he wanted to get to know the real me, the real me outside of work. In that dream, he was living with me and my parents temporarily. I had a dream yesterday where he was at my old church and school I used to go to.

He looked different in this dream. He was wasn't overweight, had a cute hairstyle that wasn't gray and had these cool looking vintage glasses. Just nice looking and attractive guy overall. I sat above him in the risers. At the end of the dream, there was a big guy standing next to his group of friends and family asking me questions. He was asking me questions about this guy from work I kept staring at. I told him that I had no proof or evidences that he likes me other than my gut telling me so.

Then he asked how old we are and I told him 35. He responded "So whats the problem?" Almost like he was telling me to give him a chance or something. In another dream that same night, the guy from work was my teacher in a classroom at an airport and he was helping me with my work. As he was helping me, he was talking like he was talking to himself and me not being there. He was saying how much he likes me, but his mouth was speaking on its own, not him and he didnt want me to know.

Is this God or not? If it is from God, im scared that he might be my future husband that God has for me because he isn't cute like that and he isn't my type. God did me dirty if he is the one because I waited my whole life for my future spouse. The main reason why I am single since birth is because I am waiting on the husband God has for me. If he is who God has for me, so be it despite him not being me type. I will trust God with this, e even though I'm scared.

I want to be with the person God has for me! This guy from work looks nothing like I imagined my future spouse to be! At the same time, a few people think I am catching feelings for him and me being unaware of me liking him. I noticed that I'm always bringing up his name or talking about him. I'm always smiling when he is around at work and when he is around, I'm always nervous. You can hear it in my voice when I'm talking to him. When I am talking to him, its hard for me to look him in the eyes. I'm always staring at him when he isn't looking.

Do I like him? I'm so confused about this and my feelings. I do admire him a lot at work, but he isn't cute or my type. All the crush I had over the years, I had no to one dreams about them and thats it. This dude from work, I dream about him all the time. I think about him all the time. I always wondered if he is thinking and dreaming about me too? I was introduced to someone 20 hrs away from home on a job transfer for a season and this person is a close friends with this guy from work back at home.