[M4f] Europe-The freedom to be the real you

You think you are great! Hot shit, really. Everyone tells you you are. You sure know how to act like it. You got everything going just right, the kids, your wonderful husband, your job, your girl boss friends. You really are the life of any party and you aaaaaallllways look your best. Never sick, never tired, never......

Aaawww...but I do feel for you. You're always keeping up the facade. But you and I, we know, don't we? Ow no need to look so worried, silly goose! I would'nt share your secrets. most people would'nt believe I existed anyway. But I see you....all the time. I see you breaking down when your husband's taking the kids for whatever or when you take the morning off. I see you cry while you masturbate and masturbate while you cry. I know your thoughts about all the bad things that happened and how they make you cum or how you posting nudes on the internet to be humiliated by strangers. It's ok.

You know what I also know?? The contempt you feel for your husband... Ow ssshhh sssshhh ssshhhh...I told you it's ok, did'nt I? You have no respect for your husband because, well, he's to reasonable is'nt he? He really does his best in every sense but you know, he should raise his voice once in a while when you are unreasonable, is'nt it? Give you a slap. Or give you a slap and make you suck his cock, right? But even making love, he's just so sweet. You don't really deserve him, do you? You can't really respect someone who respects you, can you?

Because we both know, you cum to the worst porn, to the worst fantasies and you do it because you feel like you are worthless. You just wanna be worthless. You just wanna be abused, bullied, treated like a inferior.

And that's ok....

I'm a conversationalist more then a role player. My kinks are de-humanization, abuse, degradation, misogyny, pain etc