I don’t want responsibility anymore. I don’t want agency. I’m so tired, I just want to be hers.

Life has been fucking awful. I’m tired all the time. My responsibilities and everything are just crushing me. I don’t want this.

I want all this to be taken from me. I want to serve. I want my wife - my mistress, my mommy - to just make me nothing but hers. To serve her. To just want to please her.

I’ll cook. I’ll swoon. I’ll support. I’ll obey. I want to focus instead on looking pretty and being an attentive, obedient whore whenever she wants me. I want to sit by her side and feel her hand brush over my head, petting and scratching, and knowing that I’m in my place. I want to be waiting for her at the door for her coming home, to greet her with a kiss and tell her that I’ve missed her so, so damn much. I want to wait by her desk while she works, ready to act if she says so much as ‘go’. I want to hear her call me a good girl when I please her. I want to sit in a collar and lingerie and wait for her command. To pleasure her with my mouth, my hands, my toys. To lay back and spread my legs and do exactly as I’m told.

I’m done being strong, and independent, and sensible. I’m done thinking. I just want to be her good little whore now.