I broke up with my boyfriend

I’m so sad right now. I love my boyfriend so much, he was so kind. But I couldn’t do it anymore. The neglect I got when he didn’t do anything for Christmas, our 1 year anniversary, or even Valentine’s Day. I’ve been begging for months for him to treat me better, go on dates, get me flowers, or just to let me know how he feels. The only time he treats me well is after begging him to do so. I explained that I was tired and I needed time because I’m too tired of waiting for him. He said he’d start doing all the things I asked but to give him time and the time ran out. I’m so sad right now, I lost the loml. Every one in my life is saying good riddance but I want him back and it’s only been 24 hours and I keep crying.