First release post-cursed chastity in weeks!

Oh God, where do I even start... A very, very very kind soul permitted me to cum only once and after weeks of being pent up, to finally be able to, it felt, nghh, my entire body was shaking, my legs felt really really good and it just, I can barely even put it into words.. But physically I felt totally owned and mentally I feel absolutely broken, no will of my own to be able to cum when I want any more... I'm at the mercy of others now and it feels, just oh so good. I felt my eyes roll back and body convulsed, my mind... all I can think about is how will I earn the next permission to orgasm?
Please, I have to experience how amazing it felt to earn release again, please I beg all of you! I feel physically weak and a level of submission I never thought I'd feel... I feel like such a subby little bitch now...