Heart’s North

I’m ready for dreams to be dreams and life to be life.

I’m learning that the way I dream about love is simply the way I love… that love already exists inside me, and it is real. I don’t believe there’s a divine or spiritual path guiding everything anymore. Maybe life is just beautiful chaos…an orchestration of random accidents that are sometimes beautiful and other times sad.

But I’ll still treat everything as a lesson, because I do believe in constantly becoming a better person.

I’m learning not everyone has bad intentions. Magic is within you. I’m starting to ask, “What else can go right?”

I reach because one day it won’t be an empty bed. It won’t be a quiet house. I’ll wake up next to someone who loves me and whom I love, and when it happens it will be real and wild, because I stayed true to my heart’s north and refused to settle for less.

So like yesterday, and all the weeks of my life, I’ll get up, take out my dad’s bins for garbage day, touch my lucky pendulum, pick an angel card, go to work, and wait for the tomorrow… the tomorrow where I become a wife, a mother, and a good friend.

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