22 [F4A] help me feel something

like ‘that thing called tadhana’ or ‘sid and aya’ or other movies that has an “organic encounter” that lead into a deeper conversations. that… that is what im seeking. im not looking for any romantic relationship (but im open).

im just feeling so empty lately, so here i am, seeking some adrenaline feeling. maybe a night full of “this makes me feel alive”— beer, smokes (i dont smoke, but the idea of it excites me), and a intense therapeutic conversation.

lets talk about the things you never told anyone; those buried thoughts, unhinged, intrusive thoughts. i’ll listen without judgement — strangers don’t judge. or maybe, we can do something that we will never forget, something in your bucket list? a roadtrip? long walks? count stars? wait for a miracle? lol. anything just to feel something.