I'M BEING PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE WITH MY MOM

So ever since talaga sobrang sensitive na ng mga senses ko, I'm talking olfactory, auditory, etc...

Now in the recent years mas nagiging sensitive yung pandinig at pang-amoy ko, like sensitive to the point na naririnig ko yung tilaok ng manok kahit na nag vivideoke yung kapitbahay namin, I dunno basta matalas yung pandinig ko pag nasa bahay ako like parang ultra-alert yung buong senses ko, even the slightest change in the smell nadedetect ko.

Now to the issue, yung Mom ko mahilig manuod ng Facebook reels–yung mga drama na mostly Chinese pero paulit ulit lang yung plot, like yung rich heiress na nag prepretend na poor, reincarnated, yung may mistress, yung reborn, yung mga ganun.

Now I don't blame her, they're entertaining naman but ang problems ko lang is yung volume over sa lakas like full on blast–basag sa tenga, dagdagan mo pa yung brightness na pwede na gawing flashlight. Like minsan nagigising nalang ako bigla dahil sa lakas ng volume ng mga pinapanood nya.

I've tried telling her to lower the volume down kahit kunti lang, minsan nakikinig sya minsan hindi. Now ubos na yung pasensya ko dahil sobrang overstimulated nako, nag quiz kami kanina and pucha yung plot ng reels na pinapanood nya yung naaalala ko kasi habang nag rereview ako nanonood din sya and that's fucked up, feel ko Di ako nakakapag study ng maayos sa bahay.

Now I'm fighting back, full volume na din ako pag nagplaplay ako ng music, kapag nanonood sya nagpapatugtog talaga ko, call me stupid, say what you want but I had enough. Now maaga sya nakakatulog while me night owl so kahit alas dose na nagpapatugtog padin ako ng malakas. Kasi it's unfair na nanonood sya ng reels ng mga 6:30 ng umaga at full blast, so this is my passive aggressive way of fighting back.

Hell I'm even setting my alarms on 3am, 4am just to annoy her, I've already told her I'm ready to keep this up, until Di nya shinoshow yung respect na need and want ko, then I'll also not respect her. I have 4 days of sched on uni and halos 7to7 ang sched ko, so she have the house all to herself on those 4 days, want ko lang, wag syang manonood ng umaga and if manonood sya dapat low ang volume hindi yung rinig ng buong BRGY.

I've also told her na kapag nagrereview ako I want her to respect the silence I needed, may headphones and earphones sya na binili namin for the purpose na gagamitin nya whenever we want to have some silent time but Di nya ginagamit. I don't know how this passive aggressive fight of ours would last, but hell I won't be the one to relent.

I'm ready to stop everything too, but she needs to make the first move, until then, Game On!.