Why does every nanny have to be so pretty!?

I know this is just my own insecurities, but how’s everyone else feeling about leaving their WFH husband with a 20 year old gorgeous college student? I’m about 40 pounds above my goal weight / pre-baby weight, I have no sex-drive or physical interest in my husband, my clothes are stained and ragged, and of course my hormones are still out of balance so I’ve been extra sassy/difficult to be around, and now I’m just inviting a young, fun, energetic and pretty nanny to spend the day with my baby.

I know, it’s all in my head. But I can’t be the only one with these insecurities.