wrote this for her

basically one of the clubs in our uni was doing the anonymous message thingy for valentines day and I decided to write this for her. Learn today from someone else who used to like her that she didn't want to get into anything in college. But yeah have been told she ahs not recieved my message yet, prolly will get it by end of the weeek
"Hey,

I did not plan on actually writing this, but here we are.

first off let me start by saying that I do not think this is just a crush. I have had crushes before. They were loud, obvious, easy to explain. This has been different. This? This was not instant. You just kind of grew on me without me realizing it. While I could always explain why I liked someone before exactly, with you it has just been a soft mix of everything.

When we met in sem-1 we barely spoke. But over time I started noticing things about you that stuck.

I like how you are very extroverted with people you are comfortable with, completely yourself, expressive, sarcastic, sometimes dramatic in the best way. But around others you are more reserved, observant, almost guarded.

Your humor too. The slightly self deprecating comments, the random sharp one liners, the way you can switch from serious to playful in seconds.

And yes, you are beautiful, god forbid I say drop dead gorgeous, but so are a million other women on this planet (no offense). If beauty really were the defining character on the basis of which people were to be chosen that would indeed be a very dastardly world to live in. The way your eyes sparkle in the sunlight, and the way you smile when you find a joke funny. Your expressions when you are talking about things. The way your whole face changes when you are excited. It is not just how you look. It is how you carry yourself and how you interact with others that has drawn me to you.

This is not something sudden or passing. The more I get to know you, the more I found myself wanting to know you even better and improve upon myself so that you would like me. That is why I am even writing this. I am not trying to make things weird or complicated I swear. I just wanted to ask, simply, where you stand with things. Are you open to something? Or is your mind already on someone else?

I just did not want to pretend I do not feel this and am a bit tired of keeping it all inside.

If you would like to respond, ......omitting this part here......

Happy Valentine’s Day"