Should I take 225 or 300

Hey there! I’m going to trip again soon and I wonder if I should take 225ug or 300ug.

I‘ve done 150ug like 4-5 times and 225ug twice. I was alone on all of my trips except one on 150ug. Now for some reason I don’t feel safe trying out 300 alone even though I would really like to know how it would be.

I enjoyed the 225ug trips the most for sure. Had some really crazy open eye visuals like my face was getting older and my hair turned almost white. Then obv the patterns on the walls. flowers and grass on the fields blending into one thing kinda creating something beautiful.

I mean I know if I take it that I surely can let go and just enjoy - I’m just scared that I like go around outside because I feel like it. Because I surely had the urge to do so on some trips before. But always was clear enough to not do that.

Also maybe I’m just thinking about it too much and it’s just 1/4 more than I’ve already taken lol.