What to do?

I’m married to a 28-year-old man we have been together for the past three years. He's doing business in Kerala.

I was pregnant one year into the marriage, but he was not ready, so we had an early abortion. Now, after long time, I said him casually that I feel i’m expecting and his reaction was tensed, worried and asking why we aren't prepared.

I have always wanted a man who can take up responsibility, financials, and wants to be dad. I have lost my hopes on being a mother. I don't think if in this lifetime he will be stable and ready to have a kid at all.