18F I ghosted a guy that I met from here

He was really nice and I loved talking to him but I always feel like he didn’t like me. Even went a few weeks without saying a word.

I did accidentally say something mean, and know that I will never stop feeling awful for it. And he was quite a bit older (a whole decade) so maybe he found me really annoying.

(Sorry, if you’re reading this.) -please don’t be

I just have a very hard time believing he actually enjoyed my company rather than the fact that I could’ve been a temporary distraction.

Maybe I self sabotaged, again. 😮‍💨

I was having a really rough time up in the good ol’ noggin, probably shouldn’t have made a manic decision.

I had even said some weird things in the last few days of talking. I don’t like when I’m so painfully me.

Liquid dork.

Our heads are just big traps.

Or at least mine is.

Despite that luggage of (man), I’d love to make a new friend.

Distract me from my regrets.

Sincerely, S.

(This felt like writing a letter)