Feel of belonging

Does anyone feel like they belong not in a way I’m about to describe. I moved a lot while I was a kid and I find it easy to get along with people. But it kind of hurts that once I do get along with people and be part of their friendship groups I’m always an outsider. Not in away they push me away it is just that inside jokes and common factors. Idk for some people it’s easy to get along with but always there’s no consistent friendship I’ve had being in the same place that has lasted more than three years and it sucks. But it’s probably a small stage of life where I have to build on it and build new memories but it is always what if leave again. It always feels like every time I have a good thing going it’s too good to be true and now it is my time to runaway and start again. Also I am ranting here but do you think it’s because I have a high emotional intelligence where I understand people and want to be liked too much so I can get along with people. Maybe it is just my sense of belonging I am yearning for.