Does anyone else, outside of anxious periods, find eating to be a chore?

I'm as stable as I ever am and I'm sitting here with hunger pangs and the last thing I want to do is eat.

I'm 6ft tall and 250 lbs. I don't have an eating disorder that I'm aware of.

I'm not really an overeater for the most part when I do want to eat.

I just eat mostly highly processed crap and don't work out.

I suspect I'm also autistic.

It's like a mind & body disconnect.

Body is hungry. Mind is uninterested or even disgusted at times.

Can anyone relate?