What a rollercoaster

I had 6 blastocyst pgta tested, and 3 came back normal.

I'm a bit surprised, since I had high rates at every step. 85% mature,100% fertilized, 80% blast. And only 50% normal.

I don't want to sound ungrateful, but this actually hit me so f hard. We want to have 2 kids and not sure if we will be able to - with only 3 good embryos. I know it could be just fine.

But what about the other 3?! my heart is crushed. I feel like picking the best one. I feel like playing a cruel game.

This is so unfair 😭😭