I feel like some people try to influence us to stay away from connections and relationships nowadays.

I know that I will probably get a lot of hate for this.

But I think nowadays most people try to influence us to stay away from connections, friendships and relationships.

Specially on relationships. I am 21, been to a lot of stupid ass relationships. They did break me. But is not it the meaning of life? We are all here for a reason and we cant success unless we fail.

And yes, I do love being single, not having anyone around me who stresses me,going to bed much more in peace. I do not have obnoxious friends around me who always destroyed my mood.

I do not wanna end up with 40 cats. I have been alone for my whole life. I moved away from home at 18 and oh my god sometimes it is soo FUCKING hard. Sometimes I just need someone to be there for me when I need. I need someone to share my day with. I need someone to to compliment me when I feel down and I need intimacy. I need a friend who will cry with me when we watch tthe “notebook”. I love love.

I am tired of seeing I am with my 40 cats, I have no friends and I am happy stuff on tiktok. Because I hate and hate being alone. It is like agony sometimes. I do not wanna end up bitter.