Girls hostel Shenanigans and more of a rant!

It's a long story and my lazy ass ahh still I'd try to write! So I was 17 when i came to kota , pretty naive, innocent and obv sanskari! In very subtle ways like i didn't even wear shorts at home and a dupatta was along my neck all the time. And tbh it was pretty same for like 1-1.5 years here in kota too but then , i installed reddit. Used it like normal socials but then fortunately I'd say i got exposed to the nsfw side of it and oh god I've deleted approximately 3-4 accounts out of guilt but thanks to the supportive people here! They let me believe in myself and my sexuality and that being you is nothing bad! So did I , subtle liberating things like ditching the dupatta and wearing shorts became normal, slowly i was introduced to depraved kinks and I've never been the same again , I've done a lot of dares like subtle exhibition balcony stuff and till date the most i did is to gag with my besties panties lol she didn't know it till date! I've been commando to cafes , once to a mall too! Tbh first time it was like really awkward yk but the orgasm i had after coming home and rubbing to the experience easily one of my best! Lately I've been getting paid for my time and i absolutely love it to accompany people with there weird kinks to dom people who love femdom to get dommed and to cuck i love all of it. But irl I'm still shy! Anyways someday i wanna be owned for cheap like 300/hour obviously can't do it irl but definitely online if i found people of my type and not just broke insecure suckers! Nvm if you made it this far thanks for reading