guys cuz i underperformed in physics even though ppr easy tha ab mera motivation ja rha h agke ppr ke lie prepare krne ke

earlier i was very optimistic nd determined 95 abive ye vo give my best falana dhimkana but abb ab i dont know why i am acting like desired socre perfect score to khrab hogya ab pdh ke kya he krungi also one time in school i scored extreme high in subject and very less in other and a lot of teacher questioned me for that so i dont know (why m i still caring bout schooll) can someone give me a reality checkk pls say something to me that gets me back to normal pglo jse bate soch rhi hu phy ppr ke bad se even while writing this idk whattt i m doing