This fucking sucks

Well, yesterday I was diagnosed with leukemia and got a bone marrow biospy done to see what kind it is. I simply went into the E.R. on monday for stomach pains and nausea, and left with a leukemia diagnosis yesterday. My worlds spinning and I don't know what to think. I'm scared, sad and just all over the place. Im also just pissed because, I knew something was wrong, I just wasnt expecting it to be that. Anyways, thanks for letting me vent.