I don't have the courage

I am kinda interested in a person she is giving me whole lot of hints like I was standing near the amazon parcel area , saw her she was with her friends and she parted ways with her friends and was going hostel I don't wanna say this might be my delulu Boy i made a long eye contact with her Also in class we both stare at each other this girl has wolf cut Looks so freaking cute Bro her eyes are so beautiful I feel like i won't mind listening to her for hours I want to talk to her but my damn past is telling me to keep my mouth shut and mind my own freaking business But this girllllllllll aaahh man

Note: This is my heart telling me to keep going but my mind telling me to not starting anything again cause i know my heart won't withstand another heart break