THIS INDECISION BOTHERS ME IF YOU DONT WANT ME SET ME FREE (ME TO ME)

I am planning a (solo) international trip and the constant unrelenting indecisiveness is killing me.

It's less than 20 days away now, and I have yet to fully outline my trip and choose where to stay for each day ( I have half the days booked, the other days with many unconvincing options booked on free cancellation).

I could really, really use some words of validation and encouragement. I am stuck in some kind of freeze. I was incredibly excited but I am coming to resent it.

One reason is the financial limitation, but even then it is not good enough a reason. I also keep tweaking and changing what I actually want out of this trip. It is shorter than what I planned for it, and it is a particularly meaningful trip to me.

Indecisiveness has been generally a huuge problem in my life.

Anyone been there? Any words to remind me of how silly this is and life is worth more being slave to perfection 😪🥲