I sometimes wonder how different my life would be if I wasn’t addicted to porn.

so yeah the title says it all . i was good at studies , hard working , focused. but now even after i fail in my exams, even after i got 60% in my class 12th , even after i got another chance i haven not improved myself . i am a porn addict and if this continues i am doomed for sure . i could have been in a better college , could have made my parents proud , could have made myself proud but this porn killed me from inside . i tried quitting it but after 2-3 days i relapesed again . and the worst part of relapsing is that you feel ashamed and guilty and its VERY VERY HARD TO STAND UP AGAIN !!!! you loose confidence . I think it has left a big scar in my life which can not be fixed ever . Better focus on present .