Overthinkingggg karri hu bc bhot 😭

Pata hai aaj kya hua..

So guys m subha se uthi hu tabse ekdum मूर्खो ki tarah bethi hui hu and sochri thi ki..

I don't have दोस्त 🥰... I had lots of friends in school then I got in relationship with my boyfriend in 12th standard..it's been 3 years with him..but धीरे धीरे..dosto ka naam lekar boyfriend k sath date p jaati thi..dost hangout ka puchte to mna krke bf k sath.. basically maine sab kuch chord diag...is chalte dost bhi nhi rahe..han baat hoti h but ab wo baat nhi Rahi :)

Toh today I was sitting all alone nd thinking ki bhyi koi dost hi nhi h ..koi h hi ni jisse baat kru currently in life except my boyfriend.. meanwhile my bf has all his schl friends they hang out..nd abhi he got in cllg to new cllg friends.. online games nd all shi 🥰..

Nd I'm happy for him but deep down in sad for myself I lost myself in these 3 years..idk what do you call this feeling it's very weird..

I was discussing about it to my bf to he said ki m apne friends k group m add kar deta hu tujhe..but it's weird acha nhi lgta aise ..idk kya hi hora h life m..plus I took drop year to prepare for neet uski padhai badhiya chalri thi ..abhi new year se suddenly everything dropped to hell ..